My life with you as I remember it....

I remember the day we met when you just stared at me...and we talked all night..

I remember..when you told me you were in love with me..I was soo nervous and scared to tell you how I felt..

I remember the night you were saved..I cried I was soo happy for you..09/27/2001

I remember when you held our son for the first time...and then I watched as the tears welled in your eyes and the love you had at that moment touched my heart.

I remember when we went to the 4th of July concert and as you and Nicholas on your shoulders in the pouring rain raised your Hands and sang to the Lord "Rain Down" , I have never been soo in love in my life.

I remember when you told me you wanted to be right in Gods eyes and you asked me to marry you..so silly in the way you did it but it was soo you..

I remember when we said our vows and we both cried..And god made us one..

I remember when you sat with me before we had Olivia and made me laugh because i was scared.. I was soo sad you couldn't be in there with me.

I remember your face when you held your daughter for the first time. I knew from that point on she had you wrapped around her finger..

I remember laughing so much at us being soo stupid all the time.. our silly jokes..when we would always say the same thing..

I remember when you told me that you were more inlove with me now than the day you met me...that meant the world to me...

I remember when we lost the babies how you stood by my side and held me as I cried in your arms...

I remember moving to our new home and all the fun times of having family here and special nights of sitting together in eachothers arms and just being happy....

I remember when you left..the pain the sadness and I didn't understand..but..

I will remember when you come back to the lord...and when you life will be saved and for the last time you will leave..and our life can be all that God meant for it to be..

I will never forget that God has you in his hands..always and forever..and though now this seems to far away my God is able to mend what is broken..to bring back the lost..to strengthen and cleanse..to make whole what is apart..I love you soo much..and I will never ever stop praying for you to return not to me but to the Lord..For he is good and his mercies endure forever AMEN!