Today has been one of those days just crazy getting kids ready for school...and just running around and being tired from work..then a fight..uhhgg...There are people in your lives that you think will never turn their back on you...but then you realize that that is exactly what they have done. People that you once were so close to they were closer than your own family.I don't understand why people act the way they do or think the way they think..I have never done anything to them, I have always been there and done whatever I could whenever I could. I would have given them the shirt off my back if I could. And yet here we are today and they have pushed me out of their lives..and that pain just hurts alot. I have attempted on several occasions to call email message them to say hello and see how they are and I get nothing in return. What did I do wrong?
what did I ever do to be shunned from their lives. and in the situation I am in if things are ever resolved how do you just pretend like they didn't just push you away. I could never do that..I could understand if I was some evil person that did horrid things to them but I didn't..I just don't get it. but I just decided if thats what they wanted to do then fine.. I am tired of being made to feel like the bad guy like I did something to deserve this treatment..you have to answer to God for your actions. I was told this would happen and Ididn't believe that it would and was assured it never would but yet here I sit and it did happen..I am soo hurt and frustrated and feel just like a piece of crap all these people that said they cared so much turns out they really don't. I just can't describe how this feels to be pushed away by so many that you loved and held so close.
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